2022.01.28 18:37 TakeIt_AllAway Exhausted.
Married 12 years, 6 kids ages 10 and under, I am an extremely exhausted SAHM.
I have depression, so I realize this also doesn't help things.
I've never taken a vacation since getting married. I've never really been away from my kids.
I feel like I am drowning in as a wife and a mother. I thought it was all I wanted to do growing up. Of course, being a homemaker was very romanticized in my mind as I come from a broken and dysfunctional home.
I have no hobbies anymore. I couldn't even honestly tell you what I do enjoy, because all I've done since I was 20 was cook, clean, change diapers, and never get a full nights sleep.
I desperately need sleep... something my husband doesn't seem to really understand, or care about. He makes remarks about how he perceives me to be lazy, not parenting our kids, not cleaning...
But I'm trying, I really am. I just feel like I'm moving through quicksand as I try to do anything.
I would absolutely LOVE a vacation. I'd love one with my husband. But our family support is utterly terrible in that we can't even get a night or two away. My in-laws live 20 minutes from us and constantly whine about how they never see the kids, yet, can't be bothered to have us over, or come here to see them. Knowing this, and trying to understand that they have their own lives, amd hello... we have 6 kids which is a lot, I try to push through and get on with my life, trying not to be a bother or a burden to others... mundane as it may be to me.
I just feel like I'm failing.
All I want is time to recharge. And I don't mean taking a bath, or getting in some exercise at the gym, or a night out with friends (I don't have any since my entire social circle included church members from a church I no longer go to, which is a story for another day).
I just want to get away.
I think of just getting in the car and driving away. To where, I'm not even sure.
But I know that I don't have the guts. I know nothing will change. Instead, I'll continue to sit here, ugly crying into my pillow, or internally screaming out of frustration... and then put on my game face and just try to survive.
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2022.01.28 18:37 aggybr Would you start university all over again?
Hello everyone, long time lurker but recently made a new account, excited to be back!
Unfortunately, I recently found out that zero of my previous undergrad coursework will be transferred over to my new university system in the state I recently moved to. For context, I have completed *years* of school already, mostly in a different country, which is almost identical to the US system and was in English as well, at a top university. I needed to drop out for financial reasons back then, but I'm now in a place where I can go back to school again. I am now in my mid-20s, and am disappointed that all of my work was essentially for nothing, and I am really not wanting to re-start university entirely. I am taking some coding classes out of interest, and would possibly want to pursue this more in-depth, however I am not sure what my next move should be.
I was passionate about what I was studying (STEM field) but I am not sure exactly what career path I would go down with a degree. BUT, I do feel like having a degree is almost necessary in tech and science if I decide to go down that route. I don't want to continue wasting time, but the thought of starting all over makes me sick.
Have any of you ladies been in this sort of situation before? Or, do any of you have advice? I am too ashamed and disappointed to tell my friends and family that all of my work and student debt was for nothing, therefore I'm looking for outsider perspectives and practical advice. Thank you so much for reading this 💕
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2022.01.28 18:37 gizmoloverr IM GONNA CRY I WANTT JT SO BAD
2022.01.28 18:37 FizbanTV Thing I'm thankful for.
2022.01.28 18:37 SuicidalSwing My friends all got Covid. I didn't, because I wasn't invited
I mean, they aren't really my friends, so I shouldn't be as disappointed as I am. I'm only really friends with one of them and tag along sometimes. We regularly play video games together tho, the whole group. But I'm apparently never invited when they go out or meet up. I mean, I knew that, but it still hurts. A lot. I'm fucking lonely.
I thought of them as my friends, because I have nobody else. I'm alone and probably always will be. I don't know how to make friends. I'm always the odd one out, and I don't even realise it. There is a layer of communication I don't seem to get. I'm sick of being alone/lonely. I just want a group of friends where I am not the forgotten one, the one who tags along, but no one would miss me, if I didn't. I don't know what I am doing wrong. The pattern repeats over and over and I have no idea why.
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2022.01.28 18:37 LarsaPippen Do Kevin Durant and Steph Curry have a case over Kobe Bryant on the all-time list? An analysis:
Regular TS% relative to league average (rTS%) for prime Kobe, Durant, and Curry
Average over 12 year peak: +2.4%, 37.7 pts per 100 possessions
21-22: +6.8% (so far)
Average over 11 year peak: +8.2% TS, 38.1 pts per 100 possessions
Average over 8 year peak: +8.8% TS, 37.1 pts per 100 possessions
Aggregate Postseason TS% relative to league average for prime Kobe, Durant, and Curry
36.1 pts per 100 possessions on +2.3 rTS%
37.3 pts per 100 possessions on +6.4 rTS%
34.8 pts per 100 possessions on +6.5% rTS%
-While Kobe was still above average in efficiency, his efficiency stats even when adjusted are much lower than the hyper efficient scorers of the modern era. When adjusting for pace using the per 100 possessions benchmark, all three players score about the same amount.
-Same results can be seen between regular season and playoffs: Durant and Curry are more efficient and score about the same amount as Kobe.
-Kobe still has the longest peak, but Durant is almost certain to catch up in the next few years.
-In my opinion, I would rank Durant, Kobe, Curry in that order on the all-time greatest players list. Durant’s resume is just too stacked, while Curry still has some years of high level play before catching up to Kobe
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2022.01.28 18:37 _DarkRey_ My take on Angel twirling and dancing (from Wednesday’s WTD chapter) 🌻
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2022.01.28 18:37 Subject-Fix-7142 I have made some requested fan art (please swipe) | Thanks to Rainyy and Luckfars for the requests (who made which one I leave a simple mystery)
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2022.01.28 18:37 buttered_TOA5T Could use some help from the Sword homies for last bit in dex
Darumaka, Turtonator, Mawile, Escavalier, Scraggy, Aromatisse, Swirlix and Slurpuff are what I need. (I know aromatisse is shield). I can offer any other shield exclusives in return. Appreciate any help...
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2022.01.28 18:37 BigDylan707 Play Rock Paper Scissors with me in the comments, guarantee I’ll win
2022.01.28 18:37 YouYellowCat PS Plus 3 mont and year lost in psn
in the ps store, the opportunity to buy ps plus for three months and one year disappeared. Now you can buy only for a year. check your store
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2022.01.28 18:37 BestestGoodest Silly rant: Jealous of labs who act like lap dogs
I wish my 2 yo male lab liked to cuddle but it’s a very rare day when he’ll get close to me. He is affectionate in his own way, accepting kisses and scritches. He will sit next to me on the couch, but never on me. Maybe he runs hot? Maybe my lap just isn’t comfy?
Does your big dog act like a lap dog or do they prefer their own space?
-Stage 5 Clinger
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2022.01.28 18:37 Birdog17 Rec/proam ps4 Currently have 5 pro am/rec members all old heads 30 and up. We usually can all be on during weekends but doesn't usually happen due to us all having full time jobs/families etc. Looking for an extra 1 or 2 guys who can join our pro am team and play with us when we all aren't on (we u
2022.01.28 18:37 doraexpolora random sheeshpost
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2022.01.28 18:37 Huckleberry9220 Maurice Laron Jefferson
Birth: August 8, 1967
Disappearance Location: Fort Lauderdale, Florida
Disappearance Date: November 30, 1983
Age at time of disappearance: 16
Weight: 120 pounds
Race: African American
Maurice Laron Jefferson was last seen on Wednesday, November 30, 1983 after leaving his family's home in Fort Lauderdale, Florida. He was wearing a white t-shirt, short beige pants, long socks and white sneakers. Maurice is very bowlegged and it is said his hair changed color with the weather and may appear orange in the sun.
Maurice left the family's residence to attend a basketball practice at nearby Dillard High School, where he was a student. Maurice did arrive at the Franklin Park basketball court that day, but he never showed up for practice.
Two young girls said they saw Maurice forced into an Oldsmobile by two unidentified African American men while he was playing basketball, but this sighting has never been confirmed. Maurice was never seen or heard from again.
At the time of his disappearance, Maurice was a choirboy at the Piney Grove First Baptist Church, he played junior basketball and ran track, and he was a Junior ROTC Cadet. He dreamed of becoming a doctor one day.
Maurice left behind his wallet, money and ID lying on a television set in the living room of his grandmother's home in the 200 block of northwest 30th Terrace. Maurice lived in between his grandmother's house and his mother's home in Alabama. It is said that his grandmother still lives in the home she shared with Maurice in 1983 and she has kept the same phone number.
The FBI entered his case, but dropped out after another youth reported seeing Maurice a few hours later. This sighting has also never been confirmed, but due to the police procedures at the time of Maurice's disappearance, authorities did not begin searching for him until three days after he wasn't reported missing.
Maurice's case remains active and unsolved. If you have any information on the disappearance or whereabouts of Maurice Laron Jefferson, please contact the Broward County Sheriff's Office at 954-480-4300 or your local FBI office. ** I do all the research myself and the information on the case is from online sources and may or may not be correct.
Sources: https://charleyproject.org/case/maurice-laron-jefferson https://www.doenetwork.org/cases/49dmfl.html https://www.facebook.com/ColdCasesReopened/posts/maurice-laron-jefferson-16missing-since-november-30-1983-from-fort-lauderdale-b651599188205948/
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2022.01.28 18:37 CappuccinoMaculato So happy for him.
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2022.01.28 18:37 PudgyBonestld Take mine, Trent
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2022.01.28 18:37 EgoNeedHelp Horror movies with a Happy ending.
2022.01.28 18:37 cuervo_13 Discord server for severe pain&ED
2022.01.28 18:37 Gorgeous_24 Nausea
Who else gets super nauseous all the time before their cycle comes on? It didn’t always happen to me but now it’s almost each time a few days before and it’s overwhelming. It’s almost like my appetite becomes bigger as well. Anything that can help?
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2022.01.28 18:37 IHateMustard3 Coworker made this and noticed after it was delivered
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2022.01.28 18:37 Perioscope Freezing purple fog accident
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2022.01.28 18:37 PrettyCoolTim can we not do this rn
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2022.01.28 18:37 WaifuFromStateFarm I’ve updated the tv to 10.5.0
I’ve updated it like a week ago. I didn’t know this was an issue for people. When I updated it, it restarted my whole tv. It deleted all my channels. And as I try to redownload them, it says I can’t because there are too many channels already despite there being none. I can redownload Hulu. But Hulu won’t work because it says I have too many channels and I need to delete a few.
I cleared out the cache.
I’ve rebooted the tv.
I’ve emailed Roku the day this happened and haven’t gotten a reply since.
I’ve read the articles saying they issued a rollback but I can’t get it. I’ve done what other users on here have done but nothing seems to work.
Any ideas are welcome. Please and thank you.
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2022.01.28 18:37 minimotres wsop.com are u playing against ppl in ur state only or is it against all in NJ-LV-PA?